Every night I think of writing something, something that would not be revolving around money, client, future, venture, career and many other jargon that have complicated me recently. I had been dying to get back and I am finally here. I am here to say things that I could never speak before anyone; or things that are just left within me and could never escape because of time constraints.
I don’t know what I am doing or where I am proceeding. I find myself caught in an egg with a shell too hard to break Call it fortunately or unfortunately but entering that egg was my decision. But I wanted to visit that egg, rule that egg like my world. The egg is still mine but things have changed. The egg rules me. I could have… Wait.. I should have opted the road others are travelling. But I chose to construct the road for my own. And today I don’t know that where this road will take me to.
I am afraid.. I have a fear that I might face an end on my very next move. I am afraid that I might prove my parents wrong for backing my ambition. I am afraid that my dreams might get framed and hang up on the wall too high for me to touch them again.
It’s a lovely morning till the time I realize the heck of things I would be facing complete day.
“Come on.. You can do it” I say to myself as I switch on my laptop.
Open your browser, look at the numbers, have a look at the tools, see around if in case some shit has not taken place. If yes then fix it before you go for your other “business” and the day passes on like that.
Let’s wrap it up and give a pause to my mundane talks. Sleep well.